I am currently very very stressed, very very busy and very very angry.

Until I at least get my anger sorted out I don’t think I can think about doing anything else. Now do you see why I don’t get involved in things/people. Fucked up my head much?

I have less than a month to get countless filming permissions for places we still don’t know and interview on film 3 of our main contributors. Film the refuge trucks and the dump. Also needed is my group to take their heads out of their arses and turn up to meetings. Stop making pathetic excuses and bitching about each other to me. Only one person deserves shit marks and I know the two other working people in the group agree with me although neither will admit it to each other. Not to mention we also have less than a week to cut, edit and produce a soundtrack and narration to the entire ten minute piece.

Oh did I mention I have a 7 hour workshop tomorrow. If only the demonstrator didn’t go at the speed of light using keyboard shortcuts without telling us and perhaps if the helpers knew what they were doing instead of running off to the demonstrator every time we asked for help it might be worthwhile and productive.

I’m not bitter at all!

I can’t find the new one sky is showing with mr.bean bringing sexy back but it definitely made me laugh tonight.

Brits were shit btw.

Valentines day was always about sending a card to someone you like and hopefully finding someone nice. Now all the focus is on couples. I hate commercialism! At least I’m happy being single. Theres always one night stands if I get desperate - which we all know I am!

I posted this photo last year too - but its so purty and heart like! :D

I went on a lovely trip today to holiday extras, a potential company for my year in industry. Out of all the jobs that we’ve been shown I really want to work for them - but alas I can’t because I already have a job. They really should have asked for CV’s before the Christmas Holidays - the guy I’m working for next year really got in there early. I did feel a bit of a fraud going in there with a job but I’m serious about working there after uni so it will probably work out in the end!

I went round for an open day, looking at the building and how the business works. They have a web team of 80! Graphics are done by one team, templating (using smarty - not my favourite templating engine *cough*WP!*cough* but still ok) then content and testing as well. Although essentially all they do is rebrand existing sites changing the css - I do like a css challenge but not for essentially the same product day in day out! Because of that I’d probably do the development side of things. Out comes the PHP book (for the hundreth time!)

I felt a bit bad that we completely slagged off our course to one of the guys there but he’s on the industry board so potentially he could get a few things changed.